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Treatment for an Eating Disorder P.T 10: A Letter to my Eating Disorder

Hey All!

This is an entry I wrote Novermber 28, 2017 while I was at Center For Change

Dear Leni, 

I want you to know a few things I’ve learned while I have been in treatment. What I have learned about you and what it means to me. You have been with me for so long. I’m not going to say I regret clinging to you because you have gotten me through some hard times. However, I do regret listening to you for so long.

I am learning

You DO NOT love me or want me succeed. I am so tired of the way you have made me feel physically and emotionally. However, I do have to thank you. Without you my relationship with God would be so different. I wouldn’t know how strong I could be with him by my side.

What I have learned

I need Jesus more than I need you. I am happy with Jesus by my side. He loves me just the way I am and he wants the best for me. I thank you for showing me this. This means that I am safe with Jesus and I don’t need you!

Kayla

Christian
The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusted in Him, and I am helped; therefore my heart greatly rejoices, and with my song I will praise Him. ~ Psalms 28:7

                                                   Thank You So Much! 

I am truly blessed to have you. This concludes the 1st series written on this blog. If you are interested at starting with the first post, here is the link https://kaybits.com/treatment/.  Let me know what you think! I want your input! I also just want to remind you that you are amazing, you are original, you have been made for a reason, and Jesus loves you! Oh, and I love you! 🙂

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                                                             Love you all!

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