I want you to know a few things I’ve learned while I have been in treatment. What I have learned about you and what it means to me. You have been with me for so long. I’m not going to say I regret clinging to you because you have gotten me through some hard times. However, I do regret listening to you for so long.
I am learning
You DO NOT love me or want me succeed. I am so tired of the way you have made me feel physically and emotionally. However, I do have to thank you. Without you my relationship with God would be so different. I wouldn’t know how strong I could be with him by my side.
What I have learned
I need Jesus more than I need you. I am happy with Jesus by my side. He loves me just the way I am and he wants the best for me. I thank you for showing me this. This means that I am safe with Jesus and I don’t need you!