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Treatment for an Eating Disorder P.T 10: A Letter to my Eating Disorder

Hey All!

This is an entry I wrote Novermber 28, 2017 while I was at Center For Change

Dear Leni, 

I want you to know a few things I’ve learned while I have been in treatment. What I have learned about you and what it means to me. You have been with me for so long. I’m not going to say I regret clinging to you because you have gotten me through some hard times. However, I do regret listening to you for so long.

I am learning

You DO NOT love me or want me succeed. I am so tired of the way you have made me feel physically and emotionally. However, I do have to thank you. Without you my relationship with God would be so different. I wouldn’t know how strong I could be with him by my side.

What I have learned

I need Jesus more than I need you. I am happy with Jesus by my side. He loves me just the way I am and he wants the best for me. I thank you for showing me this. This means that I am safe with Jesus and I don’t need you!


The Lord is my strength and my shield; my heart trusted in Him, and I am helped; therefore my heart greatly rejoices, and with my song I will praise Him. ~ Psalms 28:7

                                                   Thank You So Much! 

I am truly blessed to have you. This concludes the 1st series written on this blog. If you are interested at starting with the first post, here is the link  Let me know what you think! I want your input! I also just want to remind you that you are amazing, you are original, you have been made for a reason, and Jesus loves you! Oh, and I love you! 🙂

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                                                             Love you all!

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